When there's nothing else to do

Ever felt this? I was laughing alone, then forgot what I was laughing about, then I was laughing because of that, and then laughing only because I looked silly. People are looking, then I suddenly felt like crying, the loneliness of laughing alone hurt.

This is the boredom I feel during school breaks. In that internet cafe, I pretended to read a magazine and went out half an hour later.

Maybe I need a new hobby. School starts again in two weeks.